Love is genderless.

The satisfaction you got from running ain't really about losing calories or weight. It is about those moments that you literally let go of your soul and mind. It feels like you've dropped off tonnes of weights off body. The world momentarily stops. Your mind is totally free. Free from what is bothering you. What's left in the end of the run is only you.

I've wasted my nights.
You turned out the lights.
Now I'm paralyzed.
Still stuck in that time when we called it love.

I'm at a payphone trying to call home. All of my change i've spent on you. Where are the times gone baby. It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two. If happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this.

I'm not sure if I am supposed to be feeling like this. I've been feeling more tired then before (I am referring to that period post-op not before the op), like physically. I can do so much things after my op. Like running, going out and etc. It wasn't like these till lately. It's the kind of heavy-hearted feeling. Not like the emotionally kind. But just alot of chest discomfort and palpitations. It feels like my heart would skipped a beat or pumped very hard suddenly. I starting to get alittle worry. As much as I know myself, it is certainly that kind of symptoms that I experienced before. But then again, I have got so much things that I still wanna do. Oh God, I just hate this feeling that I am having lately. Or maybe I just do not have enough rest lately. I don't know. I just hate revisiting this feeling. I don't even know how to tell others about it. Cause I fear what's going on next. I just wanna keep myself active and try my best to stop worrying. I'm just preparing myself for whatever that is coming on along my life. Be it relationship, work or family. I need to be a better person.

God, help me to tell the truth to the strong and to avoid telling lies to get the weak’s applause.

If you give me fortune, do not take away my reason.

If you give me success, do not take away my humility.

If you give me humility, do not take away my dignity.

God, help me to see the other side of the medal.

Don’t let me blame others of treason just because they don’t think like me.

God, teach me to love people as I love myself and to judge me as I judge others.

Please, don’t let me be proud if I succeed, or fall in despair if I fail.

Remind me that failure is the experience that precedes triumph.

Teach me that forgiving is the most important in the strong and that revenge is the most primitive sign in the weak.

If you take away my success, let me keep my strength to succeed from failure. If I fail people, give me courage to apologize and if people fail me, give me courage to forgive them.

God, if I forget you, please do not forget me.

– Mahatma Gandhi

Phyllis Siegel, 76, left, and Connie Kopelov, 84, both of New York, embrace after becoming the first same-sex couple to get married at the Manhattan City Clerk's office. :)

Sometimes in life we just come to a stage that we've gotten ourselves totally lost in love. I guessed this is because, we love this person too much and that we are willing to give up everything including our life, career, dreams and even family for him/her. It isn't healthy but it's indeed true and real feeling. We just have to get past this stage and tell ourselves that it is not going to work. We are too young and too selfish. But when you are in love, the feelings can't get any better.

It's never easy coming out.

I'm actually a very simple person looking for someone who knows how to love me. But the point is that, do I still know how to love a person? I can't believe that I'm still dreaming of you like no matter how much it hurts. Well, I guessed I'm still not so over you yet. But, I will try. Cause I have to.