he died.
my dad passed away.
what am i suppose to do?

our malaysia trip 24th apr to 26th apr 09.

thanks to her bei's dad! we'v gotta a chance to sit on the comfy audi car with chauffeur driving us to different places. lol.


the view from the balcony of the house.

it will be good if we can go there once in awhile for a short getway.


we even went from karaoke! wireless mic. lols.


one of the place that we've our nice food.

the three of us.
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woots! hi everybody! i'm back from JB. this time round, it was the 3 of us again, unfortunately huiteng unable to join us. in the end, only me and ruifang able to make it for this trip. i think its a really relaxing short getaway from our stressful job. heh. we wouldn't be able to go all the way to KL for this trip because bei's dad says it too short to do so. he said next time he will bring us to KL! lol. tadah! so, i guess there were be more of such trip! heh.
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although, it was like super short but we were pretty slacked this time. i felt very much at ease and relaxed. there weren't anything we needa worry about with bei's parent around. they even bought us nice food and drives us around! the best part is that we travelled in a very good car and i think we really've got nothing much more to complain. lol. so anyways,we just spurge our money on shopping + eating. although, there wasn't any things much we could get from there. but still, i've brought myself 2 tops + two pair of footwear and that's where my money had gone too plus singing karaoke. in the late nights, we just munch onto tidbits and kfc and watch pirated DVDs while her parents were asleep. anyway, its privated ones and it 'jump-ed' disc, when we watched halfway. dots. wadeva!
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i just like the late nights we spent together without having to think about tommorrow's happening. i like the days i can eat and eat and laugh happy with my friends. i like the days that i can sit in front of the tv and slacked with my packets and packets of tidbits. but all these is no more. i'm going back to work on tues. hais. it's time to face reality. can god grant me more of these? =]

'i need to think positive, so that things will turn out
positive.'

feeling intrigued and a little nostalgic here. just wonder that have you ever regret over some things in life that you wouldn't be able to do? and that you can never do it again? hmmm.

God, I am feeling tired & terrible.
But fortunately, I had survived once again with zihui!
Cause I keep telling yourself you can do it, you must do it.