"Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Hebrew 11:1." I saw this and I thought of you immediately. You seems to be so near but yet so far. Everywhere I go, reminds me of you. Everyone asks me about you. All I can do is to say that 'She's fine, she's definitely gonna be fine.' I wished we could talked, but yet we are not. Just not yet. We are like completely strangers now.

I remembered this how mum used to comb my hair when I was young. :) As I grow older, I looked more & more like my mum. Mum has aged and I've grown. I love you mum, thanks for taking care of me.

Post-night syndrome: If you ever asked me what is my greatest fear. It would be lonely. I am feeling alittle quiet and lonely tonight. I can do so much better than this. I can fight my fear.

Old man, hospital bed, The room is filled with people he loves. And he whispers don't cry for me, I'll see you all someday. He looks up and says, "I can see God's face."

"This is my temporary Home. It's not where I belong. Windows and rooms that I'm passin' through. This was just a stop,on the way to where I'm going. I'm not afraid because I know... this was My temporary home."

Glee version - Defying Gravity

Desiderata (Latin: "desired things", plural of desideratum, the supine of desidero):

To the trio; one for the team.
Go placidly amidst the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.

And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.



I want to remember this poem. Full of wisdom.

There used to be an ocean which is full with all kinds of fishes. The fishermen would go out to the sea to fish for them. There were all kinds of beautiful tropical fishes caught. But, none of them is you.

You've probably forgotten about me, but I have trouble forgetting about you. It hurts and till now I still have nightmares of you.

You are like an instructment that God used to challenge me against my fear. You probably made me 10 times stronger than I was before. It like the more you didn't want it to happen, the more it happened. This is how life is. This is how God had planned my life for me. Yes, it is indeed tormenting but I have to go through it. I don't know why I allowed myself to build my life around you in the past. I really don't know. It's probably when you love someone too much. I know you've been through more than me, that's maybe where the difference lies. It was much latent for me. I loved how it is right now that I am alone cause I'm thinkining more. Thinking alot more.