I'm not sure if I am supposed to be feeling like this. I've been feeling more tired then before (I am referring to that period post-op not before the op), like physically. I can do so much things after my op. Like running, going out and etc. It wasn't like these till lately. It's the kind of heavy-hearted feeling. Not like the emotionally kind. But just alot of chest discomfort and palpitations. It feels like my heart would skipped a beat or pumped very hard suddenly. I starting to get alittle worry. As much as I know myself, it is certainly that kind of symptoms that I experienced before. But then again, I have got so much things that I still wanna do. Oh God, I just hate this feeling that I am having lately. Or maybe I just do not have enough rest lately. I don't know. I just hate revisiting this feeling. I don't even know how to tell others about it. Cause I fear what's going on next. I just wanna keep myself active and try my best to stop worrying. I'm just preparing myself for whatever that is coming on along my life. Be it relationship, work or family. I need to be a better person.