"My egg had just broken!" This is what I told my friend.

Yes. My unfertilised egg have just shed off my uterus wall along with the uterus lining. I must admit that I had a very bad PMS episode today. I am being unreasonable and I flared up today. I felt bad, truly bad about it. God seems just distant away from me at that moment. I felt completely uncontrolled of myself. And when I stop and see what's within me, I realised nothing really change. God is beside me all the time. One thing that change is myself. My attitude. My esteem. I guess it's time to get a good grip of myself and stop taking false blame.For you know you have ways to guide me.