Non-stop rounds to the toilet. I pray that God will made the charcoal pills that I've bought works. And I know it will definately work! Its one more day to be exact. I know I'll definately gonna be safe & sound in God's hand. For I know I can rest my soul and rely on him. I will be embraced and covered by his warmth hands.

Dear God,
Today, I thanked you for the times that you've given me to spend with my love ones before my operation. I was never forgotten or forsaken by the people who loves me during this period of time. I thanked you for the precious moments that you made it happened. I've kept the good faith because I know you are here for me. I thanked you for making use of the people and things around me to discover you. Discovering you was greatest thing that could ever happened to me. This is the true joy of life. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for allowing me to discover my purposes in life. And now, my life has a purpose with you around. Thank you.