Its been a week or more after one of the major operation that I had undergone in my entire life. I've been doing fine and recover-ing well since then. Throughout this period of time, I've always been reminded of God's love for me, with my family, friends & relatives dropping by to visit and keep me accompany. I am thankful for what God have given me. It's definately an opportunity to strenghten the relationship between me and my family. An opportunity to be a better, humble, patience and down-to-earth person. An opportunity to think through whats life is about.

During that period of time, I was challenged by God, with endless wait day by day for operation day to arrive. God challenged my faith and trust in him that he will definately make the operation successful. All I have to do is to wait and be patience & hopeful. It was a indeed a test of my limits because I had to forgo many things I had. I forgo my job, freedom and part-times studies. Nevertheless, during that period of time I stayed at home and make good use of that period of time.

I feel generally in a low mood these days. Calm? maybe after a major operation having to deal with matter of life & death, it starts to set me thinking. I am now thinking what I should do the next phrase of my life. Its time to plan where I should be heading to next. Lastly, I want to thank you for staying and holding on together with me. I think you know who you are. :)