yes. i'm back in singapore safe & sound.
manage to visit chiang mai, chiang rai, myanmar and laos all at once.
it was fruitful one.
it triggers me to start another expeditions that i previously had with my school.
i crossed over the borders of thailand to myanmar this time round with the help of my tour guide.
its about the same as cambodia.
and the people there pretty poor.

i remembered those youth expedition trips is always fun & meaningful and i always learnt alot each time.
i get to see the other side of the world, which i could never be able to see in singapore.
these trips always make me feel refresh, contented with the present.
no reason to tell yourself the world is against all odds with you.
no reason to tell yourself that the world is unfair.
make me feel like a person again.
someone with feelings.
someone who feels that living on is so worthwhile and joy of being able to shared love with others makes me feel like a living person.

omg.
i'm so going to bag-pack soon.
i want to share with people what i see in the other part of the world.
probably the end of this year or next year, i will bag pack.
this is the only way i feel like a human.
being able to help others.
next stop, myanmar.

so i telling god, please blessed me the power bring more joy to others.