Sometimes, I just wished I wasn't back in Singapore. So many things happening right now. Friends around me are either feeling stressed with new work life or either feeling down and backing into their own space. Everybody is just so depressed right now. I just feel so lost. I just don't know how to help them nor how to handle the situation. I feel so bad and small at a sudden. I really feel like breaking down now.

Worst of all, my body refused to get well too. I just too sick to go out too. Feeling super lethargy to go out. The flu is making my body ache and all I can do is to stay at home and rest and handle with simple household chores & stay online. I just find myself utterly useless. All I can do is to stay at home and get sick and while others are striving hard to handle with their workload. I'm like the world most nothing-to-do person. My god. I just feel so down right now. Hais.

Tell me I'll be able to pull through this bad times and become a stronger person for others. Please! =(