Today wasn't a good day to start off with. After spending a night out with Aili, Hui Teng And Lijia outside. I went home and started to gear up for my morning jog. I wasn't tired anyway and I thought I need to lose some sheds of fats hidden in me. Moreover, my swollen arch seems to be better compared to the past few days. Not wanting to go back to the same old square me. Thus, I went down at about 0650am to jog.

When I reached downstairs, I did a warm-up like doing some stretching exercises. And I started to run. I did a slow jog to the first desired destination and I stop for a moment to continue the next part of warm-up. Afterwhich, untill then I will jog non-stop untill the next desired place. Thus, I just jogged and jogged non-stop with my mp3 playing the same song..

However, as I continued to jog I just felt like so deprived of oxygen. I've got this radiating pain from my chest all the way to the back. For a moment, I felt as though like I'm gonna vomit everything out. I felt a terrible cramp that strike my stomach and makes me wanna pluck all my supper out. I felt my sweat trickles down my neck. The feeling was like so cold. I feel all the water in me is being drawn out. I know my lips was dried like I'm so deprived of water. I seriously never felt like these before. At the same time, I felt so much pain and pressure on my both legs. So pain that I couldn't walk anymore. I was numb for that very moment. I could feel that my extremities was suddenly so weak. . It was so bad that..I just stop and grasp for air for that very moment. I saw double vision. But I didn't faint. I told myself to stay cool. Everything's gonna be alright as long as I take it slow and made my way back the the bench and rest.

I walked for like 10mins to the bench and at the midst I was like mad women grasping for air. Passerby keep looking at me. I didn't know what to do. I thought of consulting my other nurses friend but to think that they might be asleep and rushing for work. I thought of calling my secondary school friends, but they are either overseas or at work. For the first time, I was so helpless and I knew this is how it is like in the future...Who can I called? I don't know.

I thanked God that I didn't really faint. And that I make my way back to my house. I knew God wouldn't want me to die now. Haha. Soon but just not now yet for that I've yet to go through what I am suppose to go through in life.

I recieved a call from Kriistine that Wy is admitted to NUH. I hope she's gonna to get well soon and pull through it. You know how it feels when you're a nurse and when your friends or close one gets admitted to hospital. I hope she will well soon. =)